I reconnected with an ex of mine, we'll call him Felix, and it's actually turning out well. I'm surprised how much he still knows me after over a year of not being in contact. (Ok, the not being in contact was my choice, he tried contacting me and I was upset because I misunderstood his motives in talking to me after we split and were friends and we'd both moved on.I know what his motives were now and that clears things up a lot ^w^.)
One thing that is interesting though, is that I met him before I even realized I was a submissive little kitty girl and he kinda brought it out of me while we talked last night. (I do find myself still attracted to him and he thankfully returns the attraction. We're taking things slow as we just reconnected yesterday and all... well, kinda slow lol last night this kitty was naughty in some ways... *blushes* and no... I didn't break my own rule of "no sex out of a relationship, including phone sex.) Oh and what I was saying... He has this weird power over me. He totally instantly brought out my inner little kitty self. >w< I'm slowly realizing that while talking with him, my kitty self has always been there and I'm sure the little side as well. It's an awesome feeling. ^w^ Thank goodness I am better about taking things slow than I used to be... Ok... maybe I'm not cuz I got together with my ex a month after the guy before him I dated and I split. >.< But I am getting better. I am improving in a lot of ways. It's just nice to have someone to talk to who wants to talk to me and likes to make me smile. ^w^ (He gives my parent's dog a serious run for her non-existent money.) The rest is pretty much a bonus, like the icing on the cake or the cherry on top! ^w^
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