Realizations and Steps Moving Forward

Well, today I had an epiphany, well mostly last night. I realized that since being freed of the binds of relationship limbo, I am feeling more free sexually. Last night I realized that while fantasizing about some random dominant type man coming into my life and filling me with lust. I can't remember his face, but the rest was very fun to think about.

I feel this is a step in moving forward. I may not be ready to date anyone yet after leaving my ex-fiance, but I am ready to enjoy being single. I am thankful for my vibrator, butt plug, nipple clamps, and other toys I have around to keep me company. ^w^

I also feel I am moving forward because of work. This week I get 38 hours in and that is the most I've ever worked in one week in a few years now. (As a berry inspector I once had a week where I worked 50 hours, but the job was seasonal.) So far, so good. And I met a really sweet girl at work that I will be training with. I think I will be able to make some local friends through working at McDonalds. I still hope I get the job at the credit union, but at this point, McDonalds will only be a step in the right direction when it comes to experience. ^w^