Today my date with Dark Fox was interesting. While he was choking me out a bit (as asphyxia is a fetish of mine) and for the first time ever I blacked out. He said I was convulsing some, and based on how wet I was when I came to, I must have orgasmed. (Which isn't surprising, but still its showing the affect he has on me--though I will be eating3 meals like I should so as to not have the blacking out be possibly due to not eating enough again. If I want to be a good pet, I have to be healthy.)
What happened next really is a bit fuzzy to me. I woke up on the floor with his arms around me holding me steady. I know I was stressed out and worried as I had just blacked out. (I was worried I had scared him because I'd blacked out.) At this point, he started to hypnotize me to calm to me down partially and I'm sure partially to get more inside my head, though I really don't mind.
The hypnosis was really interesting. I remember him petting my head and commanding different things from me when I was awake again. I know that I felt so safe in his arms during that time. I really hope things continue to go this well as my infatuation with him is growing. I really want to be his slave as he's seeing a side of me that very few get to and is actually getting inside my head moreso than anyone else ever has.
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