Today was a really great day I spent with Dark Fox again. We went shopping for pervertables (and to pick up my ADD meds) then went back to his house, like usual.
For the first time, ever, I was able to squirt without ever getting any physical stimulation, just by his voice and by his command.I came about 50+ times today all at his command with no physical stimulation.
I did experience a minor panic attack as well, but he talked me through that and I am very thankful for that. ^w^
And the one thing that makes me happiest is that he plans on offering me his collar. I am very excited and will do as he says in order to achieve that. I will be working on figuring out how I will beg for his collar and I will be looking at designs as well to give him an idea of what I like in chainmail designs. I am very excited and happy right now. I know I will have to do my mantra every night and every morning to prepare myself for this as he has asked me to do so. ^w^ (Though I'm sure it is something that will continue after he gives me his collar.)
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